The Importance of Stillness: Silent Musings from God’s Holding Patterns

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Do you feel the tension? Has the disillusioned process left you weary? Are you holding on for dear life to every prophetic promise that has been spoken in your life? Are you in a situation where you are targeted for your strength and prowess yet, it’s not your will but God’s will that prevails? Can you feel the sting of unrighteousness from a spouse, partner, friend, confidant, business associate or neighbor who doesn’t understand the position you have been called to heed in this moment in your life? Are you in a financial whirlwind with more bills than money presently to secure the debt? Did you ever feel like throwing in the towel and giving up? Well, you are not alone. Michael Jackson, Legendary Music Savant experienced the same trauma, drama, pain, upheavals, lies, deceit, aloneness, brokenness, and blindness and still was able create magic out of those insidious moments.

Michael Jacksons’ hit song “You are not Alone” is a song from his ninth studio album History: Past, Present and Future, Book 1 (1995). If you can truly picture the irony of this song remember it was written by R.Kelly (R&B Sensation was wrote “Step in the name of Love”)who we all know has been in the media lately with tons of sexual misconduct allegations against minors. The important thing to note from R. Kelly and Michael Jackson as it relates to the holding patterns you may be experiencing at this moment is that you are not alone. There are thousands of individuals like you and me who has had difficult childhood experiences, near death experiences, abuse, neglect, betrayal, and just moments in time that has made us neglectful of the healing that needed to take place. Instead, we would keep trying to push past the pain as if it would just somehow go away.

Many times, the shame that we created from our mistakes binds our hearts into a place, where we feel like a “Native Son which Richard Wright explains as a black youth who lives in utter poverty. Although, we are bigger than our circumstances the weight of indifference and stagnation can make us feel like the mountain is too big to overcome. The embers of the psychedelic whirlwind want to speak to us in these moments, but we must settle in our hearts that its necessary to stay positioned for the turnaround.

You might have been in the waiting room for the last 5, 10, 15, 20, years or longer. What’s important to understand is that God operates outside of time and may be a tough pill for your inner circle to swallow in this instant everything age. Overnight successes usually take in the ballpark of 15-20 years in some cases. Sometimes you will fly around and around until there are favorable conditions to land. Delay does not mean denial.

Let nature take its course in your life and don’t try to change what seems uncomfortable and illogical to those in your inner circle. Approach the negativity head on in a logical and emotionally sound manner. Work on your communication in this process and do not let the chips fall where they may. Despite their displeasure with the path you have been called to venture, learn the importance of “Speech Acts”, and make a declaration that you will trust God no matter what. If you are not living up to their expectations allow them room to move into a space that meets their demands. Profit by these experiences in the holding pattern. Remember, all patterns are different and are tailored according to the plan and purposes of God for that particular individual’s life. Make a virtue of necessity and turn those God moments into your advantage,

The biggest revelation that will come from your Joseph (prison to the palace) is stillness. If you were to Google the word stillness, I am sure 300 million searches would pop up, giving you an indication of its significance. These holding patterns are teaching you how to depend on God wholeheartedly and to hear his voice. The clutter of this world through television and social media can dampen your frequencies. The channels must be open, and you must be receptive to the silent musings of God. He has not forgotten about your deeds, goodwill to mankind, the sacrifices, heartache, loss, and or grief. At this stage it’s about the realization and comprehension that God is in total control. At this point, you are not listening to your money or any external influences that would try to sway your opinion concerning the situation that you find yourself in. Dance like David danced and starting thanking God now for the transformation.

Frustration, pain and confusion is part of the process as it was never meant to be easy. It’s a test of your faith. Be strong, courageous and allow the purpose of God to be accomplished in your life. Weeping may endure for a night, but Joy comes in the morning. In Psalms 13:1 (KJV), King David asks God “How long will you forget me? Forever?  God, don’t you see this debt, these creditors that are coming at my head, don’t you see this marriage that is on the rocks, can’t you see me struggling to make ends meet? Did you forget that I came over here to America on a slave ship and haven’t seen no type of reparations yet? King David was acknowledging that if God didn’t come to the rescue his enemies could disavow the name of God. Yet, David trusted in God’s mercy and salvation to pull him through.

Again, you are not alone and the stillness of these holding patterns grants you this deeper spiritual connection with the Father. You must learn to wait on God and learn to hear his voice. Your vocation will come from listening to God speak. Whether its audible, through books, movies, nature, colors, family, documentaries, the weather and a host of other contexts that God can speak to us, find the means for listening to this guidance from within and your journey will become a lot smoother.



The “Expert Testimony” of Social Allegiance: Building a foundation for “Social Interconnectedness” in our youth

The “Expert Testimony” of Social Allegiance: Building a foundation for “Social Interconnectedness” in our youth

Without going outside his race, and even among the better classes with their ‘white’ culture and conscious American manners, but still Negro enough to be different, there is sufficient matter to furnish a black artist with a lifetime of creative work.

~Langston Hughes

In 1892, Jane Addams presented a speech titled The Subjective Necessity of Social Settlementsas part of a symposium concerning the theme of philanthropy and social progress; and it reflects an idea that is needed even now in this 21st century. The settlement movement in a sense creates the narrative for interpreting a democratic idea in terms of a social context, the progression of a race, and the promotion of a Christian ideology concerning charitable endeavors. It is a fundamental idea that I believe could rejuvenate our creative aspirations and liven our moral sentiments as we share our gifts with the world.

There has been a growing sentiment in the black community for building programs of significance (daycare hubs, learning centers, libraries, healthcare centers, and music programs, etc.),  as a means of expanding the artistic expression and economic advancement of our rise. Although, we have suffered at the hands of those who sees our “Social interconnectedness” as a threat, we are just getting started in the turn of this century.

Although, the black mind wasn’t allowed to soak up information or read for the first two hundred years into this country, we somehow never really complained about the lag. That’s an achievement gap for you to digest – yet, we never seemed to fully disassociate from the ideology of group consciousness. Group consciousness in this instance refers to “Social Allegiance”, or an attitude towards self-identification with a particular group that shares the same philosophies or theological interjections (i.e. gangs, brotherhoods, social groups, business circles, cliques, and or mastermind alliances). Navigating this social world alone isn’t an option for the black mind. We need our allegiance to a particular social order which grants us an identity that we can unite towards our moral, economic, social and political benefit. Although, the African American spiritual heritage provides the most comprehensive and lasting mental structure for our existence, it isn’t always well received by those who see the Pastor as a drug dealer, con artist, womanizer and pimp.

Driven by a longing for excellence and a social home the “Social Allegiance” to communal structures is more about fitting in rather than standing out. Nobody likes to be an outsider. Nobody likes to be the martyr for his or her race. It’s those rare individuals (Malcolm X, Martin Luther King Marcus Garvey, Medgar Evars, Bobby Seals, Assata Shakur etc.) that embrace the calling to revolutionize the historical narrative of our dynamic communal forces. History calls these individuals rebels, black sheeps, loners, outcasts and rejects. Yet, it’s these same individuals who refuse to bury their gifts by the mainstream hands of fate and allow their struggles to become reduced to sand. Again, it’s all about the collective narrative of a power used in tandem with the primal force of our universe God himself. We will take on the consciousness of a creative creator, utilize these unique forces for our advancement, and create a “Social Allegiance” that allows our Art to come forth. Our artistic expression is nameless similar to an art student trained as an engineer, and our main interests lie in the art of storytelling from an “Urban Social Lens”.  In our attempt to elevate this consciousness, we are digging a little deeper to understand our true “Social Allegiance”. We are attempting to locate this “Social Allegiance” in lieu of our God, family, community, gang affiliation and or his professional status.

 

It’s important to look closely at why the “Black Wall Street”, and “The Black Panther Party”, as social organizations posed such a threat to the American way of life. Going all the way back 500 years ever since blacks were brought here to America, our time, talent, labor and skills were always in demand even at the expense of our mental degradation. Can you imagine two million civically engaged black thinkers looking to disrupt the American financial system? It seems dangerous in thought but the reality of anything becoming a possibility in our world makes the oppressor take notice, even if his subordinates aren’t aware that they possess such a power. These assumptions give the impression that we are more connected than divided, despite what the world sees from its outer lens (drugs, gun violence, murder, lack of educational attainment, babies out of wedlock, poverty, prison, ravaged communities, disease, single parents, etc.).

In order to truly build a foundation of “Social Interconnectedness” amongst the black community it’s important to think in terms of Village. It definitely takes a village to raise and child and we need not to reprimand our youth for wanting to join social bonding groups that enhances their ability to relate to themselves, their communities, peers, and society at large. I am not dismissing black on black violence by no means or youth that are mentally damaged by growing up with so much pain and “loss”. Regaining and reclaiming the power, status, ability and intellect of the black mind, and his ability to produce in a world that needs his artistic and intellectual capabilities is a must. A young black man’s habitat is of the upmost importance in his natural development and progression. The black male who has been socialized outside of his natural habitat will begin to think and act according to biased narratives that tends to convert his sense of identity into one that mirrors a world that disregards his creative freedoms.

Understanding the development of “Social Interconnectedness” amongst young men of color has been a challenge for cognitive and development psychologists and lay men alike the world over. There is no sure-fire prescribed potion for the acknowledgement of their presence outside of the penal systems. Theoretical accounts must take into consideration a conceptual model that is flexible enough to stop criminalizing the minds of these young men and allow for activities that monitor their progression over an extended period of time.

Thus, a promising future area of work will be to examine how “Social Allegiances” can be formed as structures that hinge on family, self-respect, love, gender identity, education, honor, and laws that govern human nature.

It is Evident that in democratic communities the interest of individuals, as well as the security of the commonwealth, demands that the education of the greater number should be scientific, commercial, and industrial, rather than literary.

~ Alexis de Tocqueville